I went to sleep last night
Praying for a sign
As to why
This is all happening
I don't pray much anymore
Because I prayed that you would stay
With a desperation that
Even in my darkest moments
I have never
Come close to knowing
I poured out my heart
With every word
Just as I prayed for you
And about you
Thinking about you
Thanking Him for you
But you still left me
Alone with those prayers
You had become my reason
To pray, to live
You kept my faith alive
In everything
And now I feel as though
I have nothing to believe in
I guess it's all part
Of that catch 22
That you've turned
My life into
Prayer is all I have left without you
But without you, I can't bring myself to my knees
