I'm sitting here
In this hotel room
My thoughts jumping
Back and forth
From you
To hospitalization
And every now and then
I reach out to Him
Even though we've barely talked
Since the day you left me
And I beg
For a sign
I beg for something to show me
That I still have a reason to hold on
But would I even recognize a sign
If you weren't in it?
Am I willing to
Accept reality as it is
And find what I need
Without you here?
I hope that I can
I hope there's something out there
And I hope
I find it soon
Because I can't
Hold on much longer
