Sunday, October 3, 2010

What "The Book" Was Missing

You always talked about
How you could write the book on relationships

That you knew
Exactly what to do

And everyone believed you
Everyone listened to what you had to say

Because they knew your heart
And they knew that all you ever wanted

Was to do everything in your power
To make her happy

And to never lose sight of that
To never give up on that

But what you never thought about
What you never thought you would have to consider

Was that there should have been
Some sort of disclaimer

Some sort of afterward
Something, anything to remind the readers

That no matter what you do
No matter how hard you love

No matter how many promises
You make and mean

No matter how many times that you prove yourself
By staying around no matter what

That there's still the chance
That she will walk out on you

And you'll be so committed to those promises
You'll have your heart set so deeply in them

That you stay
You still hold true to them

So you're left standing there
While she runs in the opposite direction

Because you made a commitment
A vow to stay

So you stay
Alone. Watching, waiting

So how do you
Write the book now?

How do you teach people
To give all they have

But then not let her take it with her
When she runs away. When she disappears.

But you still stay
You always stay

Hoping and dreading at the same time
That you'll catch a glimpse of her

Because you want so desperately to see her happy
But you want so desperately not to see her with someone else