Monday, September 27, 2010

Too Much to Handle

I didn't dream about you last night
Or at least I couldn't remember my dreams

Maybe that's because my subconscious mind knew
That it would just be too much too handle

As if it wasn't too much to handle
When I had to spent nine months lying to everyone I loved

As if it wasn't too much to handle
The first night when you tried to leave and I begged you to stay

As if it wasn't too much to handle
When I found out you had spent days giving me false hope

As if it wasn't too much to handle
When you thought a phone call would suffice

As if it wasn't too much to handle
When I saw that it only took a matter of hours to get your ring off

As if it wasn't too much to handle
When you told me you hated me

As if it wasn't too much to handle
When you told me you didn't owe me anything anymore

Even an explanation
But forget the explanations

None of that matters to me
Just come back and we'll start over

You wanted so desperately for me to forget the past
Well, my love, that's exactly what I'm trying to do