It's crazy how she can make you feel so worthless
Even when you have so many people telling you you're not
And a God that loves you
Not that she believes in Him
She came close once
That night you almost ended it
Was it that she couldn't bear the thought
Of you ending up in different places?
Or was it that she would say anything
Out of desperation?
Because she didn't want you to go
Not because you were her "responsibility"
But because she loved you
Too much to let you
Maybe she still does love you
And this is how she's bearing that same thought
By turning you into a "responsibility", a cause
And you thought you were the one doing the saving
Maybe you could have saved each other
If she had just stayed around